I can´t get to sleep

Ela era a minha companhia do metrô até o trabalho. apenas por telefone. Para ela eu contei que fumei pela primeira vez. Chorei. Acreditei. Amei de verdade. Me entreguei. Um dia ela me enviou esta música. Nunca mais a vi.

"I can´t get to sleep, I think about the implications of diving in too deep and possibly the complications especially at night I worry over situations I know will be alright perhaps its just my imagination day after day it reappears, night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear ghosts appear and fade away alone between the sheets only brings the exasperation it´s time to walk the streets smell the desperation at least there´s pretty lights and though there´s little variation it nullifies the night from overkill" ♪♫